What is your view of God? How do you picture God.
Have you ever pictured God as:
* Always looking out for you.
* Feel compassion for you.
* Will run to you.
* Embrace/Hug you.
* Kiss you
Is this new to you? But this is exactly how Jesus describes God. If some of the language you find hard, it means God really, really cares for you.
Will you find and read more about Jesus? Perhaps just talk to God, and ask God to talk to you back.